I turned the oven on to preheat and then, as I am wont to do, promptly forgot about it. I was having an intense conversation and sort of forgot that I was planning on cooking and eating some lunch. When my stomach started growling the baby began kicking me, which made me feel all bad like "Oh no, I forgot to feed my baby!"
Which reminded me to tell you that my dreams right now? Mainly consist of me forgetting to feed my baby. I keep having these awful dreams where I've already had the baby and she's like 12 or 13 hours old and crying and I don't know why and then all of the sudden I'm like "I FORGOT TO FEED HER!"
Other variations of this dream include random people trying to take her from me and feed her things I don't want her to have, like a strawberry milkshake or junior mints. And I keep telling them "I want to breast feed her, don't give her a strawberry milkshake!" And then they shake their heads sadly and say "It's too late, you forgot to feed her."
I would say these dreams are weird but then Jeff told me he dreamed that we could take the baby out of my stomach to play with her a little bit and then put her back in, since it wasn't time for her to be born yet. Only the way we put her back in? I had to eat her.
Obviously we have dream issues.
