I am struggling.
My hours are spent in the NICU. I curl up next to Scarlette and sing, my voice small amongst the cries of infants and parents alike. I watched a baby code. I watched another baby die.
And my Scarlette was getting better.
Until she wasn't.
And as a whole it is too much.
And I am tired. And afraid.
And I just desperately want my daughter to get well.
Today Scarlette was diagnosed with BPD. I posted an update to her condition and the new battle she faces here and as always, am grateful for your love and prayers for her. I am thankful to you that we are not doing this alone.
Through another day, another trial, another chance to reconcile to One who sees past all I see. Reaching out my weary hand, I pray that you'd understand you're the only One who's faithful to me – Jennifer Knapp
"For I am the Lord, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, "Do not fear; I will help you." -Isaiah 41:13
